Sometimes I wish I didn't take down all of my drawings. I mean, they weren't great, but for nostalgia's sake it'd be nice to see them. Granted I still have most of them in my oversized binder... But there were things up here that for whatever reason I no longer have.

*sigh*

I can't believe I've had an account with deviant art for seven years. It's so amazing how much time has passed, and how much life has changed. I've always been wary of change myself, but sadly I can't make time stand still no matter how much I want it to!

I'm not sure why I'm even posting a journal entry. Probably just because "7 years" caught my eye and made me vaguely nostalgic. It's easy to do to me. ha.

I've been doodling, but nothing of worth. Too rusty, the skills I had are cracked and dry and it makes me upset at times so I don't really put my heart into it. :/ Oh well.

So, wow. Isn't life a funny thing? I still haven't been drawing as much as I really should be, given the amount of "semi" free time I have on my hands. Compared to the last few years, I've been much more prolific in my artistry then usual, but honestly... I'm sour on the fact I'm not even as good as I was four years ago. My fault entirely, I know. And I know I can get my relative "skill" back up, and maybe better than back then. It's just.. Where is my motivation?

Might be that I have a three year old (eeek!), but I can't really use it as an excuse since I'm sure there are many devoted "quazi" artists out there with kids who keep on. (I'm having a quotations kick, so sue me.)

But.. Hopefully (and most likely not, knowing me) I'll have something worthwhile to post here in the next couple of months.

Not many out there venture here, but maybe they will, in the future.

Tata-

How funny is that? I delete my pictures, getting ready to take a long absence of leave, and I get a week long free subscription.

Its been so long since I've posted, that I've just taken everything down. I don't know if they're going to shut down the my little hamlet here, but thats what I'm hoping for.

I hope to get into doodling again someday. Maybe not to far in the future if I ever manage to move out and get my scanner unpacked.

But.. I don't if there is anyone on this that doesn't already keep track of me that wants to- just in case, my livejournal user name is nezumisutarusu. If you wanna add me feel free. I update there alot more then I have ever updated here.

See you guys again in the future..

Maybe then my hamlet will be a metropolis of visitors.

Still don't have my scanner hooked up, I'll work on that if we even manage to move out. We're supposed to hear from Kristi tomorrow about the barn loft apartment.. so hopefully any time now, we'll be out of the house and on our own.. Sorta, since its only a block away, and mom has to help me with the baby still.. hehe..

I'm drawing a little, on and off. nothing spectacular. Trying to get back to the level that I was before I stopped drawing.. Not that anyone ever sees my art.. hehe.. I've had this account for 2 1/2 year or something.. and it only has 400+ page views. o.o;